Sorry for missing for almost two months. Transition back to college (junior year, yay!) is not as smooth as I thought it would be. Well, I guess I was just slacking off lil bit, but I am getting back to rhythm right now. On this piece of though, I would like to share some views about living our life now. Check this out!
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I had a very deep thoughtful conversation with someone (whom I call my partner - I promise I will introduce her to you all) about being insecure about life, from opportunities to relationship.
I told her that I know someone who is trying to pull away from anything that is called friendship. He does have a few meaningful friend. However, every time he start to make new friends, hanging out a lot with them, and getting closer, that is when he start pulling away. Why?
He told me that couple years ago he almost lost someone very close to him, and that thought of losing still linger in his mind. He just afraid that when he got too close with someone, in a form of friendship, then he will be hurt so bad when they finally say goodbye.
On the other hand, she told me she know someone who had lost a man that is very dear to her heart. She already lose him, yet at this point she realized that she should celebrate every moment with everyone close to her. She makes a bunch of friends, getting close with them. Then cried when she had to say goodbye to them.
These two very different story makes me think; which one of them is happier? My friend, or her friend?
Well, nobody could judge because they are the only one who knows their own happiness. However, I learn something from both story.
"That we have to live our life for now, for today and stop wondering too much about the future"
My friend might be happy, but how many great friendship he has missed?
On the other hand, how many amazing friendships that her friends already formed?
It made me realize that as people, we worried too much about the future that we are missing out stuff for now. From opportunities we missed because we are afraid to fail, relationship we missed because we are afraid of getting hurt, to happiness we missed because we are afraid to try.
Live your life the moment, and grab as much thing as possible today! Because now is when we live our life.
"Therefore do not worry about tomorrow,
for tomorrow will worry about itself.
Each day has enough trouble of its own."
